when i’m famous i’ll make sure to take hq pictures with good lightning so you won’t have a hard time finding a decent coloring

(Source: crresta, via jelmeremlej)

had our RENT premiere last night, and I just got home from our third show. this is seriously the life omg. can everyday be like yesterday and today plz

can’t even be bothered to shower ugh so tired so hungry so lonely

so I told him that I was giving him an easy way out. that he can choose to stay home and not come here and spend ten days with me or come here tomorrow and everything will be fine for ten days. he only said that if he isn’t coming here tomorrow, we’re through.

I don’t know why he’s such an asshole today. I know he’s stressed about something, I asked several times and he didn’t tell me but whatever then, I guess he doesn’t have to. and I was being perfectly nice and compliant and even a tad worried when he said he was going to some lady’s place after some exhibition he went to earlier. I linked him a cheesy picture and looked up some art I thought he’d like, but he didn’t take that as anything but me linking some random stuff to him. I was fine and waiting for him to get home/answer me, and when he finally did he texted me some depressing lyrics and I tried not to get phased by them, because I know that if I got into his way of thinking of things, I’ll just end up depressed and unmotivated and all that shit. so I stayed friendly and asked how the exhibition was, and he told me about it, and that he was in a bad mood because of his mom and stuff (stuff that wasn’t related to me, for once I suppose) and then he started commanding me not to do or say things and was like ‘try to be cute to me and I’ll feel better’. and I WAS being nice and cute with the cheesy picture I linked him, but it’s really hard to stay positive when he’s just shitting on everything. so I told him I don’t do cute on command, that would just feel incredibly forced, and then he just went off on me. I told him that I was just explaining how I felt to him and that if he’s going to act like that we’d be better off just not talking for a while. and in his last text he said he didn’t want to speak to me ‘in a long while, thanks’, so. yeah. did I mention he’s coming here tomorrow? yeah, that’s going to be fun.

having a one-man rave to combichrist

singing along to ‘this shit will fuck you up’

HOW DO YOU WANT ME

FROM BEHIND

OR ON MY KNEES

my ten year-old little brother is asleep in the next room oops